With the Americas portion of this adventure drawing to a close, we’ll be home on Saturday, I find myself in all the feels. There is the excitement of seeing friends and family, coupled with the desire to hold on to my truth, and not regress to the person I was when I lived there. I realize that this awareness is a sign of growth. I want to stay grounded in gratitude for all that this life has given us. I also want to continue to be intentional about my actions, words and deeds. I want to do it all of it while protecting my peace and energy. No small feat. 🤣
It is typical to be in all the feels at this point and it is somehow, still surprising. It is interesting to me that none of it really gets easier. No matter how much you reflect and learn about yourself and life it never ceases to amaze me. I guess that is part of the adventure too. My dad always says, “never stop learning.” I’ll add changing and growing to that as well.
With everything going on in the world, and especially in the wake of the devastation in Minnesota last weekend, with the terrible murder of the Minnesota House of Representatives Speaker Melissa Hortman and her husband Mark, I feel even more the sense of privilege that I have. The privilege of being separated from the cruelness in the world, although I know terrible things are happening to humanity everywhere, because I live a relatively comfortable life, where my needs are met and I have the luxury of turning off/tuning out the news when it becomes too much for my heart to handle. None of those things, that I find myself doing as a tool for survival, keeps me from feeling it.
Dave and I both have a lot of feelings about being back in the United States. It feels hard to reconcile with the direction our country is going in when it is one that doesn’t align with our hearts/truths/souls. We only had a few days of direct exposure to it before we left the country six months ago. We are informed and it is impossible to know the full extent of it. It is so much, and, I know that “you have to feel it to heal it”. I also know that forgiveness is the only way through. I’m just not there yet. Right now it feels far from my realm of understanding.
As an empath I have found that reiki really helps remind me of what matters and what I want to prioritize. It resets what my intentions are for my life. I know that at the beginning of this adventure I really wanted to share my light wherever we went. It makes me think of the quote from Gandhi that I had in my classroom all my years of teaching that said “be the change you want to see in the world.” I will try to hold on to that important reminder moving forward. My hope is to do everything with and through love, because that is what the world needs more of.
Sending you love wherever you are!
❤️Alison



















































The following pictures are some of the pieces from and exhibit inside the Panama Canal Museum. It is entitled Surcos. “Traces: On the Body and on the Land. The exhibit is “a profound reflection on the enduring traces that migration leaves on individuals and their surroundings.” The messaging was very powerful an current to the happenings around the world.
The curators Ana Elizabeth González and Mónica E. Kupfer write, “The extraordinary works of art in this pavilion shed light on overlooked experience, forging a path toward empathy. They serve as a poignant reminder, urging the viewer, not to relegate to oblivion the stories of those who have faced unimaginable violence and hardships in their efforts to reach a better place. The exhibition aims to establish a connection between art and a current crisis that we only understand in an incomplete and fragmented way. It endeavors to create an echo within the viewers as they consider the lives of others who are forced to carve out their own arduous journeys-the kind that leave indelible traces on the land and on the body.”

Migrar (To Migrate) “Migration is a right, not a crime, and no one is illegal. Far from being an isolated phenomenon migration is part of the fabric that connects societies. Throughout history, people have moved in, search of safety, stability, and opportunity. Today, immigration policies and public perception impose barriers that determine who can move and under what conditions. Criminalizing migration reinforces stereotypes, dehumanizes, and fosters discrimination, affecting social coexistence and human rights. This exhibition invites us to observe, reflect, and contextualize a phenomenon that continues to evolve. By bringing it to Panama, we seek to broaden the conversation on an issue that, although global, has direct consequences for our region.” Amen!



